by Russian Daughters

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I fell in love with a ghost, consumed my life and made me realize what I value most.
Suffocate me, I'm going in deep into myself to pull you out.

I don't wanna think about it anymore.
I don't wanna think about you loving someone new on your bedroom floor.
It's funny how these things work out, but I can't stand to hear your name now.


Tried to purge you out, you see, I wrote a whole bunch of songs that nobody seems to be listening to.
It's all because of you.
And now I'm fighting myself at night, trying to drown you out with everything that I can find.
But it just won't do, because it's always you.

Why does it always have to be you?

I don't wanna have to think it through.
I didn't think I'd be here without you.
Didn't even have the guts to call, but I watched you fall.

I don't wanna think about it now.
You're probably making love on someone else's couch, and it hurts too much to say and I can't make it go away.
So please just leave me.
Please just leave me, alone.


Why am I always alone?

I don't wanna think about, you loving someone else.
I don't wanna think about, your lips moving around.
I don't wanna think about, you saying, "I love you now".
I don't wanna think about, the fact that you don't love me now.


released February 3, 2015



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Russian Daughters Barrie, Ontario

My name is Logan, I live in a small town in northern Ontario. I sing like a 13 year old boy, strum an acoustic guitar somewhat aggressively and write songs about people who have broken my heart.

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